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Charlotte | Baby Brain's avatar

Hahaha, "we're best friends now" is such a perfect ending to this. I love the way you write. Can also relate, unfortunately, to the bit about them asking for something while it's already happening - my two year old likes to say "play with it" to me while I'm ALREADY PLAYING WITH THE TOY HE WANTS ME TO PLAY WITH. I simply don't know what to do with that feedback, it's nonsensical.

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Shelly Mazzanoble's avatar

Oh yes, that feedback would be challenging to parse. Are you SURE you are playing with it when you get that feedback? Perhaps you stopped to take a sip of water or wipe the sweat from your brow? Perhaps he senses you are slowing down or not giving your play effort 100% and “play with it!” is just kindly motivation? Ahhh to be in the brain of a two-year-old!

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Charlotte | Baby Brain's avatar

I'll admit, Shelly, that my heart sometimes isn't in it. Maybe he can smell the boredom on me?

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Shelly Mazzanoble's avatar

Like how dogs can "smell fear?" Yes, probably! Maybe he's saying it to keep you motivated! Like a play coach! :)

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Sri Juneja's avatar

This was so so so glorious and hilarious and damn I have never before felt so SEEN. 👀

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Shelly Mazzanoble's avatar

That is the greatest compliment! Thank you as always for reading!

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Liz Medford - lizexplores.com's avatar

What a brilliant piece, Shelly! It makes me wonder if my infertility was a blessing in disguise, trading the breast-feeding fiasco and postpartum hormones for my two foster-to-adopt kiddos whose daycare is paid for by the state. No doubt the next few years will be mayhem, but at least they sleep through the night!

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Shelly Mazzanoble's avatar

I love the way you look at things, Liz! (Just one reason I love your Substack.) Foster parents are heroes! Thank you for reading and sharing!

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Liz Medford - lizexplores.com's avatar

Of course! I would love for more people to discover your writing. 😄

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Isha Jain's avatar

Ah! No wonder my mother gives me the stink eye now and again when I complain about something.

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Shelly Mazzanoble's avatar

hahahhahahhaha!

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Shelly Mazzanoble's avatar

Thank you for sharing, Shannon!

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